Happy Holidays My A**

I don't really want to go home for the holidays. It's 10 minutes away but it seems kind of like a whole different world. I just don't want to go home because I lose the fast internet, standard cable and my overall sense of freedom. I don't see anything special happening in the next week (not that it would have been any different here on campus), but anything can happen. For the first time I actually feel guilty for not wanting to be around my family. Family should be enough right? Well, obviously not when you lose the things that kind of helped you keep your sanity. either way, don't go telling the family this, they're really good people and it would be nice if they could have their holiday without this over their head..............